I’m german.
I’m black.
at least somewhat.
german white mother and a black american soldier had some fun and i was born.
simple.

my whole life i felt wrong.
and germany, or better, europe, is not the best place for a black human being.
at least it makes life difficult and you have to think to much. like where better not to go to not come in trouble and such.

anyway.
there is a show, called…germany next model by heidi klum. basicly something like american idol, but with good looking girls.

there are normally not black girls apply for this show because they know they have not many chances.
this time there have been some in tat show.
at the end there has been left over one girl, blond and blue eyes, and a black girl with black eyes.

hmmmm, everybody has thought the blond one will winn that contest. so all seemed to be clear.
but, surprise surprise, happen what nobody ever thought about, the black girl won.

now, the specialists on modeling are talking about her chances to become able to make it and last as a model.
they now say, she will not be able to be a model for long time.
guess what, the reason is that they think that companies would not hire her because nobody can asimilate with her…

i’m glad that finanly europe is going in the right direction, i’m glad that i needed to become only 40 to see that happen, but i’m also glad that i’m not living anymore there…

it is great to be in a country where black and white have chances to do what they want to do… (even i know that here are issues too)